|发表日期：2011-06-23||摄影器材： 佳能 PowerShot S30||点击数：… 投票数：…|
Actually I don't know what to start but just say hello after being away for so long. I have all these things to share but can't even think of one to begin with. I set this blog as my homepage for my browser but every time I just skip it right to weibo which happen to be my only connection with the world since I came here 10 months ago. Although that social network does keep me in date, I really miss my neverland here. So, late as it might be, I'm back for good.
The first thing I'd like to share is a good news - I'm going to Brandeis this Fall. As exciting as it is, I think I've got some real luck and even I doubted myself whether I'm good enough to deserve it, I took it as a paid-off for all the detours I've made. I could have get this done much earlier if I was going straight away, but I assume that I was just an ordinary girl who got distracted by stuffs. Anyway, It will be a brand new start and I swear to make sure things are on the track.
Usually every good news goes with a bad one just behind it. So the bad news is I didn't find any internship for the summer. After back to school for one year, I found myself actually miss the days at work and was about to experience the very American business world right away. However things turned out to much harder than I've imaged. To be honest, I don't really know what I want and even what I'm capable of. The reason could be that I'm not from a famous school on my resume for now or it just because I haven't prepared for it earlier. Guess I probably will save the CPT for next year and make myself a really top university student by transferring my SEVIS record soon.
Of course I can't just end up doing nothing when I failed to get an internship. So instead of paying $1,500+ to get back Shanghai, I turned the incredibly expensive round trip to my personal fund for couple of coming flights all over the United States. Visiting friends and places is what I'm now up to for the three-month vacation.
Actually I just came back from a 4 days trip to New York. The city was just like Shanghai and it reminded me that I kind of missed it a lot. I went there to meet some college guys and people I knew from the roommate program in China. The college reunion went well and we didn't see much of change between each other. It felt really nice to see old friends out of the country as well as meet foreigners at their places. I didn't care much about those attractive spots, that's why I just went to Columbia and Natural History Museum and spent all the time walking on the streets when I was not with someone. I'll definitely go back and do more and in a more planned way in near future. And I'm going to Nashville to meet AB this weekend. It's been 2 years since last time we met and I just can't tell how exciting it is. I'll share the details when I get back.
The reason why I'm writing in English is because I just watched 8 episodes of American TV shows right before I started typing. My brain doesn't work in any other language right now and it feels pretty good for I almost have forgot how I was into English once in my life. I also realized how touchable I am when I was watching the show. A daughter-turn-against-her-father story could easily made me weep. I suppose it's all about fatherhood.
The other thing I'd like to keep recorded is that there finally came a guy who thought me attractive but I did happy for getting rid of him in the end. I have to say that sometimes it doesn't feel good at all when someone says he likes you. There might be a few lessons I should make up first, but this guy does have issues. For god's sake, please don't like me just because you get your Asian girls complex and I happen to be a Chinese you know; please don't like me just because I didn't ever be in a real relationship as you are not either. You talked about Difference Attraction Affection, but the thing was I didn't see any common we share. God! Talking about this makes me sick already honestly. But I have to put it here to let it go for good. Considering my least interest in relationships, this 'romantic' experience sort of drag me even far from getting into one.
Well, pretty much for now I think. I'll post more later and I assure it won't take me another two months again. It feels damn good to pick up both blogging and English again. You have no idea how I missed it!!
Got to sleep. Good night!