向左还是向右迷失的我

                                                       怅然的看你离去
                       

                                                     终于有一天,漫步在喧嚣的街头

                                                           枯叶就这样落下

                                                        心中的伤口不再疼痛

                                                       然而 那些快乐的往事

                                                   那道伤痕,那个我曾经深爱的人

                                             却 依然留在心中，只不过，终于不再爱你了
                            

                                                        每一段爱情的结束

                                                      都是另一段爱情的开始

                                                     我不是天使 你的新开始

                                                          我不想祝福
                     

                                              我怕时间太快 脚步依然赶不上地老和天荒
                                              我怕思念太长 爱恋仍然追不到海角和天边
                                         我怕时间太快 快得让我的成长跟不上心理蜕变的速度
                                         我怕思念太长 长的让我的青春描不上爱情凋谢的弧度
                                

                                                      开始懂得逢场作戏
                                                   虽然有许多只是雾水情缘
                                                        不过没关系了
                                                     哪来那么多一生一世
                            　 

                                                   每个人心中都会有那么一个人的号码
                                                         也许你轻易不敢去碰它
                                                             只怕思绪泛滥
                                                       让它去纪念那份逝去的感情
                                        

                                                       因为爱向着你的方向
                                                         所以你离开以后
                                                          我迷失了方向
                                                       驻留在原地等你回来
                            

                                                      放下你 我就会幸福
                                                    或许 我该放下的是自己
                                                    我想摩天轮就会转到我
                                                        我就会幸福了

                                                      花开不败是我的期许
                                                   远离寂寞也许是个遥远的梦

                                                       我在想你的时候
                                                   你会不会刚好也在想我

                                                 一场爱恨离别 我们都无处可逃
                                              如果花开了就感激 如果花谢了就遗弃
                                              如果心开了就回忆 如果心灰了就忘记
                    

                                               不爱我 放了我 别在我的苦中作乐又不走 
                                                  你不爱我 放了我 别在我心灰意冷
                                                     我不要是你弃又可惜的玩偶

                                                        是谁说永远爱我
                                                     你的一辈子就这么短吗

                                                  有些注定要失去 却伤的我措手不及

                                                 有些注定埋在心底 却在每个黑夜哭泣

                                                有些注定不愿想起 却无时无刻不在偷袭
                               

                                                你我之间有太多没有说完的语言

                                               没有做完的事情 徒留空白的怅然
                     

                                                     从明天起 做一个幸福的人

                                                   喂马 劈柴 周游世界 从明天起

                                                   关心粮食和蔬菜 我有一所房子

                                                        面朝大海 春暖花开

                                                       孩子 我一直叫我自己孩子

                                                      长着天真的脸 奔跑 没有方向

                                            我喜欢天空蓝蓝的 看鸟儿飞过静静地听着他们的歌声
                                       我喜欢风 喜欢和风一起旅行 那时的自己好象拥有了天使的翅膀 
                                          那样天使就会在我身边不用害怕长大 不用害怕天使会变坏

                                                          迷糊了
                                                     忘记幸福的方向了
                                                    转角会再次遇见你吗
                    

                                              我喜欢颓废 微笑着 冷漠地看着身边的每个人

                                                那是一种歇斯底里的微笑 两种极端的交点

                                                  我已忘了怎样去哭 一个人坐在角落里

                                        我面无表情地靠着冰冷的墙壁 汲取着手中热茶的唯一一点热量
                                  

                                                         戴上耳机

                                                喧嚣的世界与我无关 心如止水
                      

                                                          行走的路上
                                                           寻找幸福
                                                           走着走着
                                                          始终在回忆
                                                           幻想追逐
                                                           害怕失去

                                                       左眼华丽的寂寞
                                                       右眼精致的忧伤
                                                     岁月蹉跎 涅磐重生 
                                                   谁的眼角触碰了谁的眉
                                                   谁的掌纹赎不回谁的罪
                                        

                                                         没有人会留下
                                                             离开
                                                       只是时间的问题

                                                     我们的路越来越难走了
                                                  也许跟敬畏的上帝借的幸福
                                                        注定不能长久
                                                          只能交还
                                                     剰我一个人独自寂寞
                       

                                                   再也找不回那年夏天丢失的回忆
                                                       原来年华真的是无效信
                                                那些美好记忆封锁在逝去的那个夏日里
                                                            回不到过去
                                                           只好逃避现实

                                                亲爱的你忘了 我只吃自己的糖 别人的糖我不要 
                                                       我有时试着恨你 却想起你的笑容
                                                   不知道我们是不是必须注定这样纠缠着彼此
                      

                                                     酝酿一场美丽的死亡

                                                  然后离开 让你永远记得我
                    

                                                         场美丽的遇见
                                                        一场美丽的奇迹
                                                            一瞬间 
                                                             消逝
                                                     原来只是你给的恶作剧
                                                          我任性的投入
                                                        注定伤的遍体鳞伤
                                

                                                    孤单是一个人的狂欢 狂欢是一群人的孤单

                                                 一个人的世界里充满孤单 孤单的世界却少一个人
                         

                                                     我一个人撑一把雨伞世界昏暗
                                                      伞下很宽却挡不了雨冷风寒
                                                     曾两个人撑一把雨伞眼神交换
                                                       雨湿了肩却都笑得很温暖

                                                      有人说幸福本就是庸俗的事情
                                             我却觉得 有你在 一切庸俗的事情也成了幸福的事
                                                   你不在了 再幸福的事也让我觉得乏味
                                                          所以你就是我的幸福

                                                     其实不是插上翅膀就可以飞翔
                                                    没有飞翔的心 翅膀也只是累赘

                                                        在蒹葭生长的地方
                                                    灵魂不能同时到达的地方
                                                       爱情成了绝望的宿命
                                                    连同登彼岸的资格都不获得
                                                     谁比谁清醒 谁比谁残酷

                                                        遗忘是最好的解脱
                                                       但是我宁愿被束缚着
                                                        所谓宿命不过而已

                                                     或者你回来我身边
                                                      或者你永远消失
                                                   爱与恨的边缘真的好累
                      

                                                        混也是一种生活态度

                                                 我不逃避生活 我承认一直就在混着
                         

                                                        我说 我离开的时候

                                          你假装没有看见我 这样 我就可以从容的离去了

                                                  心底却为你的视而不见暗暗心痛