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发表日期:2007-07-09 摄影器材: 其它相机 点击数: 投票数:
想想还是自己把自己禁锢住了,就在那段左右徘徊的日子里。

看年华似水,那些还没有来得及去实现的愿望,还在等什么?

最近生日频繁交错,忘记了老敏的生日,即便她有时间过生日也绝不是和我们一起,她把彩铃换成了北京一夜,在Q上见面第一句话就先唱上了,不晓得什么时候她也开始喜欢京剧了,竟然把胡的照片拿去当手机屏保,不过每次她哼的都是天上掉下个林妹妹。1个月以后,京剧院会有长时间的演出,听说可以看到吐为止。希望能满足她强烈的愿望。

娴半夜1点的电话,她的声音近得如同睡在我身边一样,可以听见她高原反应中的呼吸,我们不停的说话,即便是在睡梦中。那天夜里想起过去的种种,那些失去了就再也无法补偿回来的爱,早应该成为过去,顷刻间我明白了一些事情,我在寻觅的知觉,原来都只是我的想象,原来我只是需要他们那么简单的认同,When I was a little girl,终于明白了,有的事情注定成为我生命里的遗憾,即便我在路途上曾经不惜一切代价的寻找,即便现在得到的还是遗憾,我知道,谁也不能代替,谁也不能弥补。

从不孤单,我们在一起成长,尽管状况不完全相同,但却都在一同学着忘记过去向前看,而这一切,是旁人所无法体会的,即便是父母。每个人的生命里都有缺憾,也许,没有什么大不了的,从那种遗憾里解脱出来的那一天,或许我才真正的重生。就这样开始觉得自由自在,没有什么能轻易束缚我的想法,从那些追逐中脱离出来,我会发现,我已经为弥补过去花费了太多时间,现在的我已经长大,我可以为自己重新选择,不再沉溺过去。

看桑德拉布洛克的新片,电影里最后撞车的场面,后来才知道,几乎同一时间,小奶撞车了,被一张奥拓把传动轴撞断了,星期天见到了惊魂未定的他,我也忘了他的生日,更可怕的是,他几乎每次都在生日那天出乱子,不是违章就是撞车。

风雨夜的摇篮曲,很早以前第一次听就爱上了,爱上了每一句歌词,我想会我会好好唱,唱给那个我要去用一生保护的人听。告诉他,要坚强。

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little child, be not afraid
though rain pounds harshly against the glass
like an unwanted stranger, there is no danger
I am here tonight

little child, be not afraid
though thunder explodes and lightning flash
illuminates your tear-stained face
I am here tonight

and someday you'll know
that nature is so
the same rain that draws you near me
falls on rivers and land
on forests and sand
makes the beautiful world that you'll see
in the morning

little child, be not afraid
though storm clouds mask your beloved moon
and its candlelight beams, still keep pleasant dreams
I am here tonight

little child, be not afraid
though wind makes creatures of our trees
and their branches to hands, they're not real, understand
and I am here tonight

for you know, once even I was a
little child, and I was afraid
but a gentle someone always came
to dry all my tears, trade sweet sleep for fears
and to give a kiss goodnight

well now I am grown
and these years have shown
that rain's a part of how life goes
but it's dark and it's late
so I'll hold you and wait
'til your frightened eyes do close

and I hope that you'll know...

everything's fine in the morning
the rain'll be gone in the morning
but I'll still be here in the morning
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作者:Alexandra

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