This game is invented by one of my friends and told me on her birthday.
“If possible that u can return to certain moment in your past and change something then, what’s your choice?! ”
For two of my besties who I’ve known for over twelve years (shit! I’m old!!),
one wants to make amends with high school lover,
yet the other one wants to undo her marriage since that’s changed her life for one and forever.
OK, it’s my turn.
But I have nothing to change.
For one thing, I’ve never given this kind of question a thought (for Christ’s sake, it’s pure illusion!!);
for another, I’m content with everything I am now.
I don’t have regrets in any of my relationships
for I know that with every one of them, I’ve already tried all my best then.
Still it just doesn’t work out (it’s life, what can I say?!).
And as I am already a flee of commitment, there is really no need to intimidate me with post-marriage life.
Don’t love in vain coz love won’t set you free.
This is the one thing I learn.
I truly, truly believe that one’s happiness comes from within.
As to me, the only thing I worry now is that I don’t get enough sleep.
If I don’t sleep well, I’ll get cranky and yell at whoever stands in my way.
Besides that and very very busy, I think I’m good.